Depression and anxiety

A lot of people suffer from depression and anxiety, me included. It can act as a blockage to spirituality, too. All too often we don’t talk about it, for various reasons. We want to post content that cheers us and others up. And we don’t want loads of spurious advice about how to cheer up. But sometimes we need to be real.

CN: depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation. But also what I did to overcome them.

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Occultea 2: Influencer Authenticity

Joanna Wiedźma (polish.folk.witch on Instagram) has shared some prompts to get people thinking about online witchcraft community. To participate, use the hashtag #occultea and tag her on Instagram or Threads.

Topic 2: Influencer Authenticity

• Out of what I share on social media, how much of it is staged vs. reality?

• Do I think there is an element of censorship in online spaces?

• How do I decipher what is “appropriate” to share online vs. what to keep privately? Is this based on “social media etiquette” or a personal preference?

• Have I ever encountered or heard of grifters in our community?

• Do I recognize them? What are significant signs of grifters in the community?

• What tools are helpful to decipher misinformation, and how can we as a community prevent widespread misinformation?

• How does a large following impact the perception of the creator?

• Does this immediately make them an “expert”? Or are there other assumptions as to why they may have a large following?

• How does one maintain the balance of authenticity and content creation?

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Occultea 1: impact on community

Joanna Wiedźma (polish.folk.witch on Instagram) has shared some prompts to get people thinking about online witchcraft community. To participate, use the hashtag #occultea and tag her on Instagram or Threads.

Topic 1: Impact on Community

• What is my personal reasoning/inspiration behind sharing my practice online?

• What am I looking to achieve by participating? Do I seek to educate, learn or connect?

• How do I believe social media, as a whole, has impacted the community?

• How do I think social platforms such as TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube have each impacted education/sharing information?

• Is consuming witchcraft content becoming a substitute for practice?

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The Fae Café

I had a really weird dream on Sunday morning where I was going for a hike with a group of people. We stopped at a café among some trees. One of the group looked askance at the pancakes, but he and another person ate them. It turned out that the café was an outpost of the Fae and the pancakes were faery food so they were now in thrall to the Queen of Elfhame. (Not a person who normally shows up in my dreams.) I lucid-dreamed my way back into the dream and rescued them by reciting the Old English Nine Herbs Charm (later I reflected that Wið fǣrstice — against elf shot — would’ve been a better choice).

This is a pretty good approximation of what the Queen of Elfhame looked like in my dream

The nights are drawing in

As the nights draw in and the winter cold sweeps over the land, thoughts turn to inner experience, trees and night. I was reminiscing a couple of days ago about the childhood feeling of being warm in the back of the car while my parents were driving in the dark, and the car headlights illuminating the trunks of trees in passing. Such a mysterious light.

A paved path at night, lined by autumnal trees whose trunks are illuminated by street lamps.
Photo: Hacer (2018)